07 MARCH Wednesday.

I think I am depressed. Or maybe I am just bored like they say in SKINS. But I am definitely sad and fallen. Every time I have a hope, and a feeling for love. I am hit with reality. Remember the one I liked for 3 months. I gave up. Met someone knew. Gotten second base, and we shared personal stuff. And eventually just doesn’t seem interested enough to bother to text or chat. Am I really someone without content? Once they know me they try their best to act like they never did? I gave up trying. I gave up hoping. I know maybe someday I will be charged with hope again. Now, I am this empty shell. Looking for something to fill my void and pun intended.